In the glory

In the darkness of times sometimes it's hard to find the glory, to see the light at the end of the tunnel.....in the tunnel and waiting to see the light at the end of this tunnel I'm currently in.

"For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11

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Total Weight loss: -108 pounds

I wish, I may, I wish I might.....

Have this wish I wish tonight....so true right! Wishes are a catch 22 I think. Here is the reason why. Lately I've been reading and hearing from people how they are "wishing" their lives away. They want to get to the next best thing instead of enjoying the moment that they have right now instead of missing it because they want the next best thing. The next vacation, the next relationship, the next job, the next something...you see what I'm saying.

But the next point of this is that a wish should never be taken lightly because wishes turn into someone's dreams and hopes. I came across this picture and found it very interesting. It's a wishing tree. People write their wishes and hopes on cards and hang them from a tree. Maybe it brings peace to that person's life or hope that they never had, but it's sort of symbolic because it’s like prayer but on a card. Wishes and dreams are never to be made fun of because they are someone’s to hold onto and believe in.

When we believe in those wishes and hopes, eventually they will become reality and then you can sit back and enjoy the ride. Enjoy the moment, they are only for a minute...stop wishing your life away and start loving it.

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Total Weight loss: -107 pounds * I was unable to weigh myself this morning due to being distracted by a spider in my bathroom. Though I know he was "more" afraid of me then I should be of him,(that's a conversation for another day) I was still unable to remember all I needed to do this morning...I was afraid he would run my way or something. See now you know how much I don't like spiders :) Make it a fantastic day.

To be 10

Do you remember what it were like to be 10? When you finally arrived at the double digits, no longer a small child but beginning the journey into your young adult life? Seems like yesterday doesn't it. ;) Well today, on this beautiful morning my niece is turning 10 years old. It feels just like yesterday that she arrived in this world. And now she is celebrating her 10th birthday. Doesn't seem possible, but so excited for her!

There are certain birthdays that are more "important" then others. But those that know me well know that every birthday is as important as the next. 5, 10, 15, 16, 18, 21, 25, 30... all very special birthdays. I think it's important to celebrate, celebrate big. A birthday is meant to be special, cherished and lots of good memories made from those moments.

Life is already to short, why not celebrate even the smallest things...I do! :)

Happy Birthday Emma! I love you, you are going to be such a beautiful young lady and I am so thankful that you are in our lives! Happy Birthday!

Weight loss: -1 pound

Total Weight loss: -108 pounds

One way or.........

I don't know too many people who wouldn't tell you that as a child they loved to swing. I think if I was allowed I could have been on the swing for hours. I always like to see how high I could get, but I'd never follow through with it because I was scared of heights and even though the swing set seemed like it was strong enough I never fully put my trust in it. In the back of my mind I would think that something would give and I'd fall or the swing would break. Yes these are the thoughts that tend to run through my mind.

Something in the last sentence is still so very real and true in my life today. Letting go and trusting. Not being able to put my full trust into something or someone. It's human nature for sure, some of us trust people 100% in the beginning till they give you a reason not to trust them. Others don't trust till it's earned. For me, it depends on the situation and the person. But lately, I've had a hard time finding a balance between the two. I want to trust, but in my mind I'm back on the swing, wanting to go as high as I can, but not being able to trust that the swing would hold out.

My trust issues have been encouraged this past week with answers to prayer. Not for me, but for other people in my life. I am so excited to celebrate these blessings and answers to prayer. It reminds me that I need to keep moving forward, to pray, to swing as high as I can and to not be afraid. How high is your swing going to take you?

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Total Weight loss: -107 pounds