Country...hmm

So lately I've been listening to country music...if you know me well this is something I just don't do, never have, never liked it. Always felt like it was about some guy taking some other guys dog while he was sitting on his porch watching his lady leave in his truck while drinking a beer...yeah I could be some what right with that statement. But what I have realized while listening to it now is that it's pure, it's honest and it's telling everything that all of us want to say but don't have the nerve to say right.

I came across this song tonight and wow..it was just an eye opener for me. It's pure, it's real and it's everything that I'd want to tell someone...if you haven't heard it, check it out, Rascal Flats is really good!

I Won't Let Go

It’s like a storm
That cuts a path
It breaks your will
It feels like that
You think you're lost
But you're not lost
On your own
You're not alone

I will stand by you
I will help you through
When you’ve done all you can do
And you can’t cope
I will dry your eyes
I will fight your fight
I will hold you tight
And I won't let go

It hurts my heart
To see you cry
I know it’s dark
This part of life
Oh, it finds us all
And we’re too small
To stop the rain
Oh, but when it rains

I will stand by you
I will help you through
When you’ve done all you can do
And you can’t cope
I will dry your eyes
I will fight your fight
I will hold you tight
And I won't let you fall

Don’t be afraid to fall
I’m right here to catch you
I won't let you down
It won't get you down
You're gonna make it
Yeah, I know you can make it

Cause I will stand by you
I will help you through
When you’ve done all you can do
And you can’t cope
And I will dry your eyes
I will fight your fight
I will hold you tight
And I won't let go

Oh I’m gonna hold you
And I won't let go
Won't let you go
No, I won't

Do you see what I see...

You see a car....I see an opportunity. Maybe you know, maybe you don't but I need a new ride. The current vehicle that I have has been more then good to me. My Jeep has been safe for me...really...it (along with a lot more things) helped save my life a few years ago when I was in a car accident. I love it...but I also don't love it. Due to the gas prices lately it's been a thorn in my side. BIG TIME. But it's also time to part ways.

All easier said then done. I can't afford another car let alone can I even think about it. I have to make due with what I have and pray that a new opportunity arises. Yesterday I was out driving and thinking...I do that a lot lately. But I was thinking about this opportunity and what I needed in my life at the moment and something hit me. Honestly I really think it was a GOD thing, HE helped clear my mind for this idea to come rushing in. As much as I'd like to share it right now, I can't. BUT the really cool thing about this idea was it is possible with the right people behind it and all the right idea's to fall into place. This opportunity is very possible.

This is one of the things I love about life. When there seems like no hope, no answers, and no outlets, something...something comes to mind, a possibility, an opportunity happens and it makes all those unknowns come to life...and once again you believe.

Think outside the box, you'd be surprised what you'd come up with!

No Routine

Boy I've been MIA with this whole blog thing lately. And I apologize because if you have ever had a moment that you think you've said that before, that just happened. Maybe I have said that line before...apologize if I have.

But now I realize what happens to your life when you have no routine...not following the rest of life as it happens, you get all out of sorts. I am totally all out of sorts right now. My focus is good, my heart is right but I am not getting back into the swing of things, the swing of my life has stopped for the moment. And it's frustrating!

I have this gym membership that I am so glad to have, love going but because of $$$ and lack of it I haven't gone since last Monday. NOT GOOD! I can totally tell how it's effecting me. I am losing that energy, that feel good energy and it's not a good thing at all.

I'm sorting out a lot of things at the moment. Not just this working out thing, but I have been doing a lot of thinking...a lot as in, that's all I find myself doing these days...thinking. It could be a good thing for most people but for me it's when the doubt starts to set in, it's when I start to second guess many of the decisions or lack of decisions in my life. I've been in this spot before and I've come out of it a stronger person, I am hoping this time around I could be wonder woman...just saying. :)

I need to get back to my routine, I won't allow my life to be stopped now, I won't allow things that have never been a problem, be a problem. I won't let this focus I once had be broken......

Weight loss: 0

Total Weight loss: -114 pounds