The last few weeks have been a roller coaster of emotions, empty feelings, uncertainty and blessings. The last part is probably the most exciting part of the whole thing. Over the last few weeks I've been amazed by people. Everything from people’s ability to hurt me deeply to going above and beyond what I could ever imagine. I've realized a lot about who I am. I feel like I am always learning a lesson, a lot of repeats because I haven't fully learned them from the past. It gets old most of the time but others I find something else that I didn't realize from before. I've learned that I wear my emotions to close to for comfort and that I take peoples actions to serious. I also realized too that I care for people who could care less about who I am or what my life is about. I guess that's part of the "make up" of me. Does it mean I'd change it, not really...but I will guard my heart a little more closely and realize that sometimes I simply just have to walk away.
The whole blessing part of the last few weeks has really been a humbling experience. I have had a chance to see someone who I've known mostly on the business side of life on a personal side that I would have never imagined. But thankful for. Opportunities have presented themselves because this person prayed for me and helped me out of the stressful situation I've been facing. It's great when I step out of the way so GOD's plan can take place.
Oh the places I will go.....blessings to your life.
