Friday, July 23, 2010

Why can't I

Why can't I get a handle on getting back to the basics? This week has totally been an shot in the dark regarding sticking with the plan. I haven't cheated, but I also haven't given my body all the foods that I normally give. It's almost like I have taking a mini vacation but still gone through the motions. I can't believe that on Sunday I will have been doing this for 3 months! 90 days I have created a new habit and lifestyle for myself. I have to honestly say that when I started this 90 days seemed like it would be forever, 3 months seemed impossible but I'm here, I've arrived to what I thought wasn't possible. I'm so proud of the accomplishment that I've made to this point and excited to see what another 90 days brings.

I tried on my bridesmaid dress that I'll be wearing for my cousines wedding next month. (only 3 weeks away at this point) And I was suprised when my mom pulled the back of my dress because I had a noticable gapping hole that needs to be fixed. These moments are bitter sweet as I am very excited that I have lost all this weight, but this is more money to spend. Since I have lost this weight a lot of the clothes that I have are to large and fall off. I don't have the money to purchase any clothes so bobby pins and the roll techniqe have come in handy. I know that sooner then later that won't be able to be the fix. I'll have to maybe result to ducktape to hold everything together till I am at a weight that I have to purchase clothes. It's all a good feeling for sure. :)

Weight loss: 0

Total weight loss: -54 pounds and -28.75 inches.

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