Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Every so many....

Ever so often we find ourselves at a cross roads. Wondering which path looks better to take. One might be full of flowers, green grass and the sun is shinning. The other might be dark, un managed and scary. Ironically though I have realized that the path that looks great, beautiful and well put together isn't always the right one. It's sometimes the one that leads to more problems, hurt, emptiness and wishing that you would of re thought your decision. Well today I stand at those cross roads. One looks great, green and amazing. Seems like a lot of hope and good things to come...the other is dark, unknown and down right scary....BUT I will make a decision....it won't be easy and that's ok because we where never promised life would be easy. I do wish for a neon flashing light that would point to which one I should take. But I am confident that whatever I chose will in some way be the right thing...

Changes are happening in my life faster then I could even imagine, but I'm ok with it, I've come this far...I'm ready to move forward. I haven't slept well in the last few days, but I know it's because of this day...I've given it to GOD, prayed about it and knowing that at the end of today I'll have an answer. So here we go.....

Weight loss: 0

Total weight loss: -110 pounds.

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