Today...well today is a hard day for me. I actually thought as years go by that these feelings and emotions go away, with time. But it seems like each year that passes it is a reminder of all the pain and hurt from a decision. I am blessed because out of all the feelings of sadness I have joy, I have joy of a beautiful little girl. She's my joy. :) Last night she was so precious, she came into my room gave me the biggest hug and took her little hands put them on my face and gave me a kiss. It was beautiful and my heart once again was filled with joy. In spite of all that happens in our lives now more then ever we need to find the joy, the good, the positive, the wonderful in life. To many times we are burdened with bad news, heartache, hurt, frustration, worry. But we must not forget that all those things can be laid at HIS feet and that we don't have to carry the burden.
This weekend I had a chance to do a lot of reflecting and start to prepare my mind for the final lap to get me to my goal. I won't let anything bring me down, stop me, or discourage me from completing this journey. I've come to far to let anything stop me now. I am excited about this race and finishing strong. At times I've had to walk or even stop, but I've continued and I will continue to press on. Finish well!
Weight loss: -1 pound
Total weight loss: -102 pounds.
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