When everything is just black & white. So much easier when you just know something is going to be a certain way, or that the decision you've been stressing over finally becomes so clear to you. No more gray, no more on the fence...pick a side and be done with it.
That is how I am feeling....at the moment. This moment will change and I'll feel a different way soon. But for now I am in the gray, on the fence, in the middle of the road, a three way stop, looking east or west, up or down, side to side...in the middle. I was reading someone’s blog this morning and they where talking about life after...after the passing of her husband. I believe I had mentioned this story awhile ago. But I noticed something for the first time, when life is good, no issues, we're moving along just fine we write about the "everyday" things, what gets us through those days...but when our lives are struck with tragedies or uncertain situations we write about that moment and how we can't live life out of that "moment". Hope that makes sense...
I've noticed in my own life when I was doing so well with losing all this weight I talked about how great things where, everything seemed to be black and white, no questions...almost seemed "easy". But now that I've been struggling with that part and then other areas are difficult right now I'm focused to much on the gray and not enough on the black and white....
I'll get back to it, I know I will...it takes time and though this moment (how I'm currently feeling) will pass, I'll take the lesson and remember that when you put black and white together...you get gray, and that's ok. :)
Weight loss: 0
Total Weight loss: -127 pounds
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