Marriage....

Who doesn't love a wedding...who doesn't like to pick out flowers and cake. Who doesn't like picking out rings, the dress, the colors and telling the story of how you met and how he asked you to join him in this life? Who doesn't want to join together with another human and committee their lives together, forever? Personally, I love all that. I love the wedding, I love the planning, and I love the marriage...I've been through it already in life...

All that being side the second time around is totally different then the first. It's taken many years for me to even decide if I'd want to re marry again...that's only something for me to know :) But I will tell you this; if it would ever happen again I wouldn't be getting married because I "needed" a man in my life. BUT it will be because he would see my strengths and my skills and would come alongside me and live our lives together. Besides me, walking together in this life. That's what I'd want and if that's not possible then I'll be just fine in this life.

I know and believe that no matter what happens from here on out I'll be just fine, I will be ok...I never needed a marriage to define who I was, I thought I did a long time ago. But I learned a lot about whom I was and what I wanted in this life, the cool thing is if there is a second time around then it will be with someone who's my best friend and will walk alongside me through the rest of our lives....

It would be a pretty amazing walk to say the least ;)

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