No Routine

Boy I've been MIA with this whole blog thing lately. And I apologize because if you have ever had a moment that you think you've said that before, that just happened. Maybe I have said that line before...apologize if I have.

But now I realize what happens to your life when you have no routine...not following the rest of life as it happens, you get all out of sorts. I am totally all out of sorts right now. My focus is good, my heart is right but I am not getting back into the swing of things, the swing of my life has stopped for the moment. And it's frustrating!

I have this gym membership that I am so glad to have, love going but because of $$$ and lack of it I haven't gone since last Monday. NOT GOOD! I can totally tell how it's effecting me. I am losing that energy, that feel good energy and it's not a good thing at all.

I'm sorting out a lot of things at the moment. Not just this working out thing, but I have been doing a lot of thinking...a lot as in, that's all I find myself doing these days...thinking. It could be a good thing for most people but for me it's when the doubt starts to set in, it's when I start to second guess many of the decisions or lack of decisions in my life. I've been in this spot before and I've come out of it a stronger person, I am hoping this time around I could be wonder woman...just saying. :)

I need to get back to my routine, I won't allow my life to be stopped now, I won't allow things that have never been a problem, be a problem. I won't let this focus I once had be broken......

Weight loss: 0

Total Weight loss: -114 pounds