I'd like to believe this statement is true....but lately, for over 5 plus years I wonder if there really is someone out there that does love. I'm great at loving and falling for someone when all along they never felt the same for me. I'm the pro at that....it hurts, and it's getting old. Many times I wonder how many times will I go through all this before I learn, obviously I haven't learned it enough and obviously I don't know how to actually get past it....
I just want to mean something to someone....but it's like I am never "good" enough. Though I'm great at being everyone's friend. Guys love having me as their friend because it's just like their sister. I don't want to be their sister. I want to be the person they fall in love with. But I'm just not good enough for that with people. I'm just really good at being everyone's friend...nothing more.
I continue to remind myself that this isn't home.....
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