There is some uncertainty right now going on in my life. I was reminded from an email my mom sent me yesterday that nothing, not our plan, what we think is going to be...it's never the same as God's plan. We need to not hold onto our plan so tightly because we are only frustrated, disappointed and upset when it doesn't work out. Why doesn't it work out...it's not our plan, it's God's plan. I have been reminded of that so much this week that I feel like my focus is now to have peace and rest in knowing that God's always in control, no matter what. It's God's plan, not mine.
I feel like I've been a yo yo with my eating this week. When I have uncertainty in my life I don't eat, or eat enough. I haven't really been eating for the last 2-3 days-stress, frustration, unknown-it gets to me. So when I've stepped on the scale this week I feel like a yo yo. It's not that I've gained anything, but the ounce part is going crazy. :) But also during this time I find myself looking to Him for the answers-I need to do that all the time, even in good times. It's like a marriage, for better or for worse-you don't just come to your mate when things are bad. What fun is that? You walk with your mate in good times AND in bad...it's a two part deal.
I hope to regain my focus this weekend, rest, relax and realize that this journey is never about me-but it's about what God' had planned for me. I will embrace it, love it and know that He'll never give me, put me through or allow me to struggle if He didn't think I couldn't handle it. These times will make us stronger not only as a person, but brings us closer to Him. Enjoy the journey my friends.
Weight loss: -1 pound
Total Weight loss: -44 pounds and -23 inches.
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