In life we take many steps, good indifferent and not so great. Each step either puts us closer to a goal or farther away from what we know is right. Every step is either measured on how long it took us to get there or how fast we reached our goal. But with every step we make we learn something new about ourselves, what we can and can't handle. This weight loss journey has brought many steps, good and bad. I've learned a lot about who I am as a person and how I deal with things in my life. For years I dealt with pain, hurt and frustration with food. I buried my feelings and thoughts with the chocolate brownie, or the bag of chips. In the end not only was I filled with emptiness but overwhelming guilt for putting my body through all that. BUT now, it's not the case, I am actually dealing with all this head on, no matter how bad the hurt feels or the pain cuts deep, I am dealing with it with out food. I am taking the steps I need to deal with all of this in the right way.
I love the feeling of putting on a pair of jeans and they fall off...that's fun to me. I have 1 pair of jeans that I can some what wear but I'm sporting the baggy jeans look for the moment. I love seeing less and less of myself...this journey is exciting!
Weight loss: -5 pounds
Total Weight Loss: -88 pounds.
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