Sight....do you see it?

(2 blogs in one day...can it be?) Walking by faith and not by sight...daily. That's what I'm doing daily. BUT today I'm really starting to struggle with this. Much is going on and I'm battling the true test of the statement walk by faith and not by sight. So much so, I found myself sitting in the parking lot of the Dairy Queen today over lunch...not to worry I fought the "want" to get a blizzard. Though I imagined myself eating it. But I didn't have lunch, I sat in my car and made phone calls, listened to music and prayed.

I'm walking but I want to see everything. I believe, I have faith but I want to see what's going on. I don't enjoy surprises and I don't enjoy being unprepared. BUT for the first time in a VERY long time I'm unprepared and I am trusting 100% on my faith, my trust and my hope in Christ. My heart wants several things right now, in the worst way. My heart keeps saying one thing and my mind is telling me to be patient. My heart tells my head no, that my heart wants results....yesterday!

I hold strong to know that all this, all that my heart is beating for, wanting, hoping for and believing in...I believe that it will all work out, not in my time but in GOD'S time. I must need to learn this lesson; I haven't learned it well in my past. When I get into this place I start to cover the struggles and unknowns with food...so hide your chocolate and lock up your ice cream :) I promise, I'll stick to my good habits.

Make this a great day with a good outcome!