Where have I been...

Resting and running...those two words descried what I've been up to over the last few days. Friday after work I went to the gym and spent 60 minutes of my life working on myself, clearing my mind from the very long, emotional and daunting week that I had. I slept well Friday night because I was done focusing on all the things that bring my pain lately. I gave it all up, I let it all go and realized that tomorrow would be a new day. A new beginning and a new focus on things that are important.

Saturday I woke up after having the most detailed dreams that I can recall. I worked out Saturday but it was by far one of the hardest work outs. I was struggling in my mind to stay the course to really work through this. I was having debates on how long I should work out, I wanted to give in at 30 but I told myself to stick with 60 like I have been. But my body was tired. I had been doing this for 4 days straight...it's a lot for a body that hasn't been doing this for years. I stuck to it and completed my 60. I also had the opportunity to spend time some well deserved mother daughter time yesterday. I'm so thankful for the reminders of God's continued love for us. So thankful and so blessed to be her mother.

Today we attended church and enjoying this beautiful day. Even though it's windy windy...but it's beautiful.

I'm not really sure how to explain this...but I am waiting. I'm waiting for something...it seems like a lot of things...everything from waiting on a personal "want", a relationship, seeing the final me....waiting. I'm standing at the "window" of life looking out and waiting....but the great part about all this is that I'll continue to press on...and sooner then later I won't be waiting like I have been.

Have a great rest of the weekend!

Weight loss: -1 pound

Total Weight loss: -112 pounds