What in the world is going on in my life? That's what I was asking myself this morning. It's more of an inward question actually. I feel all out of sorts, not the Amanda that I am use to. Not the Amanda that others are use too. I feel quiet, I feel out of place and I feel uncertain. I know that these moments will pass but right now I just wonder what lesson I am trying to learn or what I need to take away from all this. I see my life, I see how I thought it was going to be and it's like a fantasy...it's not real.
This past weekend was a blessing. It was what I needed, it's what we needed. Makayla celebrated another wonderful birthday and she just amazes me. She is truly a joy in my life and I am so thankful for her. She always knows how to make people feel welcome. I watched her yesterday as her little friends arrived she introduced each of them to each other. Makayla always made sure that each of them was taken care of and that they felt that they where important. She's 6 and I have so much to learn from that. I pray that she will never lose that...the rest of her life I pray that she never makes anyone feel unloved or uncared for. I know well enough that there are enough people out their that make people feel that way. The world needs more 6 year old's like Makayla to show that it's not about them. We need to protect, care and love each other. That's just what she did with her little friends.
This is a new week with a lot of hmmm's to go around. But I know this, I am thankful for a new day. Enjoy the moments! Love one another and take nothing for granted!
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