I never knew what I'd feel like when I lost 50 pounds...I didn't think that the day would ever come. I can't say in my life that I've ever lost 50 pounds, I can say that I've gained 50...that's not something to be proud of. But now I can look at my life and be proud of something that has caused so much pain and emptiness. I can actually start to be proud of what I'm doing, where I'm headed and the changes that I've made, am making. Well I am only 1 pound away from losing 50 pounds. I can hardly believe it, I weighed myself 6 times today...I guess I was hoping for one more pound to put me at 50..but I will take the 3 that it gave me.
These past few days I've been fighting cravings, wants and old habits. It's been pretty hard actually because I found myself walking around the Giant Eagle last night in the candy and chip isle. Then it hit me, what was I doing...torching myself for no reason. I then went and visited the produce isle and bought blueberries. I understand that this is going to be a constant challenge, battle between my old self and my new self. I know that in the end...the new self will come out way ahead of anywhere I've ever been!
Weight loss: -3 pounds
Total Weight loss: -49 pounds and -28.75 inches.
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