I must say that when I woke up this morning I was glad to see that I had still lost the 1 pound I needed to make it 50 pounds. That's very encouraging to me because I am more focused on this then I have ever been. I hardly slept last night because I started to think about the next step, what I'll eventually look like. I think I've shared this before, but I have never thought of myself smaller then I've been. I have always seen myself as a "big" person. So for the first time in my life I can "actually" visualize what I will look like. It's a catch 22 for sure...about 14 years of my life I've been overweight, unhappy and sad because I had no drive to make myself better, make myself the person that I know I should, could and would be. But now, that's all gone, those old feelings and ways of thinking...gone! I am making myself better and I am happy...this is a great thing!
Weight Loss: 0
Total weight loss: -50 pounds and -28.75 inches. *I'll never stop smiling when I type -50 :)
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