I was looking through some old pictures this morning and realized something. I don't really have a lot of pictures of me since last year. Hmmm wonder why?? It's no question to me, I didn't like how I looked, I was embarrassed. The picture above was taken when I went to visit my cousin and his girlfriend last October. I can't really remember what I weighted around that time, but this was one of the last pictures that I had of myself that I "though" I was losing weight...WRONG...months later I look back and realized I was out of control when it came to my out look on myself.
The good part of all this...change, change is good. I know we all run and hide, turn and run the other direction when someone mentions change. We can either wrap our arms around the change and go with it or we can chose to let it impact our lives in a negative way. This week has been full of it-everything from work, personal life, financial situation and the way my clothes fit. A few days this week I'd step on the scales and nothing happened but other day's I'd step on the scale and the number would either be higher (ugh) or lower (yeah!). This morning the I gained a pound. I get it, my body is still in the "You think your going to get rid of me stage." To that I say yes, this won't stop me, I won't back down...I'm changing.
Weight loss: +1
Total loss: -20.2 pounds and -11 inches.
This is Christina using my husbands account so that is why it says Robert.You are doing a great job stick with it. I can't wait to see the progress you have already made. Matthew and I are going to stop in to work either Tues or Wed next week, see you then.
ReplyDeleteSo, I read your blog. Yes I went back to day one and read thru it all. I did not want to miss out on anything. So first question, Why do you have to eat breakfast before 7:30? Second, I think you are doing a great job. Seriuosly this is not just not just for you. Think about all the people you are inspiring and think about what you are teaching your daughter. You are doing a great job and I am excited to continue to watch you reach that goal!
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